13 Prayer
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13-1: Midrash on Effectiveness of Prayer
Great is prayer in the sight of G-d. R. Eleazar said: If you wish to know
the power of prayer, know that if it does not achieve the whole of its object,
it achieves at least half of it. Cain rose up against Abel his brother and slew
him, and the decree went forth, A fugitive and a wanderer shalt thou be in
the earth (Genesis 4:12); immediately he confessed before G-d, as it is
said, My punishment is greater than I can bear (ib. 13); he said
before Him: ‘Master of the Universe, Thou bearest with the whole world,
and yet with my sin Thou wilt not bear; Thou hast written, Who is a G-d like
unto Thee, that pardoneth iniquity, and passeth by transgression (Micah
7:18); pardon my iniquity for it is great.’ Immediately he found favor
before G-d and He withheld from him the curse of ‘fugitive’; that is
half of the decree, for so it is written, And he dwelt in the land of Nod
(Genesis 4:16). Hence you learn that prayer is great in the sight of G-d.
And likewise it was with Hezekiah. When G-d said to him, ‘Set thy
house in order; for thou shalt die’ (Isaiah 38:1), immediately,
Hezekiah turned his face to the wall (ib. 5). For so Scripture
says:
He will fulfill the desire of them that fear
Him;
He also will hear their cry, and will save
them.
(Psalm 145:19)
Rabbi Chanina ben Dosa said, “Whenever prayer comes easily to my
lips I know that it has been accepted. When it does not, then I know that it
has been
rejected.”
[1018]
13.1 Blessings
The daily and holiday blessings are explained in section
13.5.1 below. Some other key blessings good
to know are in
[1019].
1019
Table 13-1: Blessings on Events
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Event
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Blessing
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seeing a rainbow
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zohair habrit
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good news benefits you and others
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hatov vhamativ
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bad news, destroyed synagogue (has vshalom)
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dayan haemet
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donning a new garment
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malbeesh aroomim
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lightning, earthquake, comet, mountain, or river
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osay ma’aseh vresheet
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before studying Torah
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1) ha’m’lamaid Torah l’amo Ysrael 2) asher bachar banu
mecall ha’amim...
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13.2 T’hillim
The psalms are a powerful form of prayer for changing one’s life.
Read each day, they work their way into the subconscious and improve one’s
entire attitude towards
life.
[1020]
Text
13-2: Talmudic Source that there are Ten Types of Song in
the Psalms
For R. Joshua b. Levi said: The Book of Psalms was uttered with ten
synonyms of praise, viz.: nizzuah [victory], niggun [melody],
maskil [instruction], mizmor [psalm], shir [song], ashre
[happy], tehillah [praise], tefillah [prayer], hodayah
[thanksgiving] [and] halleluyah. The greatest of all is
‘halleluyah,’ because it embraces the [Divine] Name and praise
simultaneously. (Pesachim 117a)
13.2.1 Ten Psalms a Day
Rabbi Nachman of Breslov popularized the idea of reciting ten psalms a day
for a complete cleansing of the body and soul. His Tikkun Hakelei collection
contains the ten types of song, which together are particularly effective (see
Tikkun
Hakelai).
[1021]
Here is a list of different groups of
ten.
[1022]
Table 13-2: Ten
Palms a Day for Healing
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Ten Types of
Song (unordered)
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Rabbi Nachman’s
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My Own Revealed From On High In
This Order
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Short Ten Revealed In This Order
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Short Alternates
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Victory Melody Instruction Psalm Song Happy Praise Prayer Thanksgiving Halleluyah
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16 32 41 42 59 77 90 105 137 150
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123 67 126 43 93 117 134 130 87 113
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100 128 131 23 24 8 146 4 149 150
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6 13 71 95 –
99 100 101 110 111 112 138
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13.2.2 Marriage
Psalms
In addition to the psalms below, there is merit to reciting the Iggeres
Haramban for finding a spouse (see
4.7.1).
Also one is virtually assured of marrying in the year one visits the tomb of
Yonaton ben Uziel in the Galilee of Israel. Once we recognize that everyone is
imperfect, we can seek to marry the person who motivates us in the way we desire
to go.
13.2.2.1 For Men
There is a tradition that if one visits the tomb of Yonaton ben Uziel in
the Galilee that one will be married within a year. The problem is that one
will not necessarily be married for good and divorce can follow. Hence, one
should pray for the restoration of the Shechinah as well, so that one will be
married for good (see
13.7). There is a
story that three rabbis prayed to be able to capture and imprison the evil
inclination. When their prayer was answered, they held the evil one for three
days. During these days no hen laid an egg, there were no marriages, and no
children born. Ironically it is the evil inclination that leads one to
marriage. For this reason one must choose ones own spouse based on the criteria
that one sets. The consequences of this choice are ones own. Men have the
commandment to marry; this is one of the purposes of the evil inclination.
There is also the goal that two people will help make each other better than
they could have been living alone. Mainly this is achieved by having a family,
which increases ones opportunity to give.
Text
13-3: Genesis 29:21
Give me my wife –
הבה
את-אשתי
The Nichelsburg Rabbi recommends Psalm 128 as a tikkun for getting
married:
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13-4: Marriage Psalm for Men – Psalm 128
A Lifting Song
Sing praise all ye who fear the
Lord and walk in His way
By the toil of your hands you shall eat and
it is a goodly praise to you.
Your wife shall be a fruitful vine in
the innermost part of your house.
Your sons shall be like olive
saplings (seated) around your table.
Thus, is blessed the man who
fears Adonai.
Adonai will bless you from Zion
And you will
see the good of Jerusalem all the days of your life.
And you will see
your children’s children.
Peace upon
Israel
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ryc
wykrdb ]lhh yy ary-lk
yrca
]l bwfw ]yrca lkat yk ]ypk
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]tyb ytkryb hyrp }pgk
]tca
]njlcl bybs \ytyz yltck
]ynb
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}wyxm yy
]krby
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]ynbl
\ynb-harw
larcy-lu \wlc
13.2.2.2 For Women
Reciting psalms 31, 32, 70, 72, and 124 bring the opportunity of marriage
for women:
[1023]
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13-5: Tikun Marriage Psalms for Women
A mystic rabbi in Israel suggested these five psalms, which are preceded
by the words, “I’m reciting these psalms in the merit of King David
and I wish blessings to come to these women” Then they say the group
members’ Hebrew names and the members’ mothers’ Hebrew names.
The goal is to pray for others.On women (irrelevant for this
section, but
interesting):
[1024]
How men feared women! she thought, walking among the late-flowering
roses. Not as individuals, but women when they talked together, worked
together, spoke up for one another – then men saw plots, cabals,
constraints, traps being laid.
Of course they were right. Women were likely, as women, to take the
next generation’s part, not this one’s; they wove the links men saw
as chains, the bonds men saw as bondage. She and Seserakh were indeed in league
against him and ready to betray him, if he truly was nothing unless he was
independent. If he was only air and fire, no weight of earth to him, no patient
water...
13.2.3 The Songs of
Ascent
Those seeking to elevate their spirit to G-d, recite Psalms 120-135 at
Seudah Shelishis, that is the third meal on Shabbat, which is a holy time of the
day. We recite Shir Amalot, the Songs of Ascent, after Mincha starting on
Sukkoth until Pesach. From Pesach until next Sukkoth, we read Perkei Avots.
Reading Shir Amalots is a preparation for a heightened state of spiritual
awareness.
The period after Mincha on Shabbas is
the time of Zer Anpin who descends to join with the Shabbas Queen. Who is Zer
Anpin? He is the Prince and masculine counterpart to Nukva who is identified
with Shabbas. After the sefirot shattered because they had not learned to give,
Hashem reformed them into the Partzufim. There are four lower ones consisting
of father, mother, son, and daughter. Zer Anpin, the son, surrounds Nukva, the
daughter or Shabbas Queen, from six sides or directions: South, North, East, Up,
Down, and West. Zer Anpin associates with the six days of the workweek, while
Nukva associates with Shabbas. The Zohar refers to the six sides of Zer Anpin
as Metatron and Nukva as the Shechinah, the female presence of God. Here the
Zohar understands the soul as emanating either from the place of Metatron where
its role in this world symbolizes the six days of work or the place of the
Shechinah from where ‘
it “shall go forth
free”, because its owner is righteous, and is not subjected to labor or
servitude.’[1025]
In the Amidah, we make a throne for the Shabbas Queen. This is the union
of Zer Anpin and Nukva, or in terms of sefirot, the union of Yesod and
Malchuts.
[1026] The Shabbas
Queen, when supported by Zer Anpin, rules over her domain and spreads blessing
and peace throughout the land and in the heavens above. We should view the
Shabbas as the middle of the week with three days before and three days after.
In this manner, we keep the Shabbas Queen in the center of our
lives.
This is the same for a husband and wife. Placing the wife in the
center of life with work on the periphery causes the wife to feel supported,
loved, and cherished, which in turn brings the Shechinah or presence of G-d into
the household. The Shechinah is the Shabbas Queen and the wife causes her
presence to dwell in the house. When the husband is behaving properly, serving
his wife; and his wife respects her husband’s Torah devotion; then there
is great unity in the home and the Shechinah descends in joy and blesses the
family.
13.2.4 Hallel
One recites these psalms in gratitude after deliverance from a threat.
They are also effective on holidays to elevate joy and healing.
13.2.5 Improving oneself – Midos
Psalm 15 is the corner stone of spiritual cleansing, while Psalm 13 is the
cornerstone of longing to be close to G-d. Recite Psalm 15 everyday and one
will become a better person.
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13-6: Improving Ones Character – Psalm
15
A Psalm of David
Adonay, who will
sojourn in your Tabernacle?
Who will dwell upon Your holy
mountain?
He who walks in wholehearted
integrity
and deals righteously
and speaks
truth in his heart.
He who has no slander on his
tongue,
who has done his friend no evil,
nor
cast disgrace upon his fellow man.
In whose eyes a vile person
is despised,
and those who fear Adonay he
honors;
though he swears to his own hurt,
he
does not change [his oath].
His money he has not lent out at
usury
and a bribe against the innocent he has not
taken;
whoever does these things will not be moved,
forever.
Responsa
“Can man have an integrity without God's help? I doubt...
Man with his own integrity is Narcissus. It is easy to find Narcissus, but
hard to see one seeking integrity from God.
....
Even faith, I believe, is a gift from God. It has been the best gift I
don't deserve, yet God miraculously gave to me.”
So true to improve requires God’s help.
13.2.6 Midnight Service
A Midrash teaches that David’s Lyre would play a note in the wind at
midnight. At this point he would arise at night and study. Today many arise
and recite the Tikkun Hatzoth, the Midnight Psalms. These include 137, 79, 42,
43, 111, 51, 126, and additional petitions and lamentations. One finds midnight
in Judaism by dividing the night length in half. For example, with sunset at
8PM and sunrise at 6AM this gives a 10hour night, which determines midnight at
1AM. Studying Torah is always meritorious and supercedes the recitation of the
Tikkun Hatzoth if one is so inclined.
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13-7: Zohar on Midnight Study
When R. Hizkiah was studying with R. Isaac, they once rose at midnight
to study the Torah. R. Isaac discoursed on the verse: “Behold, bless ye
the Lord, all ye servants of the Lord, which by night stand in the house of the
Lord” (Ps. CXXXIV, l). ‘This verse’, he said, ‘is a
tribute to all true believers. And who are the true believers? Those who study
the Torah and know how to unify the Holy Name in the fitting
manner.
When a man rises at midnight to study the Torah and the North Wind
awakes, then a certain Hind[Tr. note: The Shekinah.] arises and praises the Holy
One, blessed be He. And with Her arise thousands and myriads [of angels] who all
commence to praise the holy King. But they all fall into silence in order to
listen to those who study the Torah, and they proclaim: “Behold, bless ye
the Lord, all ye servants of the Lord”, as much as to say, “ You
bless the Lord, you praise the holy King, you crown the King.” And that
Hind adorns herself with that man and stands before the King and says:
“See the son with whom I am come before thee, with whom I approach
thee.” Their blessing is a real blessing, as it says, “Lift up your
hands in (to) holiness” (Ibid.) What is “holiness”? The
supernal Place from which issues the source of the “deep stream”.
When a man has come so far, they proclaim over him, “The Lord bless thee
from Zion” (Ibid.); from the place in which the Community of Israel is
blessed, from there He will furnish thee with blessings. Also, “thou shalt
see the good of Jerusalem” (Ps. CXXVIII, 5), to wit, the blessings that
reach it from the King through that holy grade of the Righteous
One.’[1027]The
principle of the midnight prayer is established by this
verse:
[1028]
Text
13-8: Source Text for the Midnight Prayer
And it came to pass, that at midnight the Lord struck
all the firstborn in the land of Egypt,
from the firstborn of
Pharaoh who sat on his throne
to the firstborn of the captive
who was in the dungeon;
and all the firstborn of
cattle.
The psalms of the midnight service are lamentations on behalf of the
house of Israel. The Midrash on Exodus 12:29 explains:
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13-9: Midrash on Midnight Salvation
- AND IT CAME TO PASS AT MIDNIGHT (XII, 29). It is written: That confirmeth
the word of His servant, and performeth the counsel of His messengers (Isa.
XLIV, 26). R. Abihu explained: That confirmeth the word of His servant’
refers to Moses, as it says: My servant Moses is not so (Num. XII, 7). In which
instance did He confirm this word? When He brought upon them the plague of
darkness, Pharaoh began to cry: ’Go ye, serve the Lord; only let your
flocks and your herds be stayed’ (Ex. X, 24). To which Moses replied:
’As thou livest, our cattle also shall go with us; there shall not a hoof
be left behind’ (ib. 26). Why ’a hoof’? Because even if one
hoof of a beast otherwise belonging wholly to an Egyptian was the property of an
Israelite, it was not to be left behind. ’For thereof must we take’
(ib.). After having said ’For thereof must we take’, why does he
afterwards say And we know not with what we must serve the Lord (ib.)? In fact,
what he [Moses] said to Pharaoh was this: ' Those who transgress thy command are
put to death; and when thou, who art only a mortal, givest a command: "Collect
for me so-and-so," then the world can comply with thy request; but as for us the
Lord may say to us: " Offer up sacrifices for two hundred and ten years"; for
this reason "we know not’’.1 To which Pharaoh replied: ‘How
long wilt thou continue coming? Get thee from me, take heed to thyself; see my
face no more’ (ib. 28). Moses answered: ’ Thou hast spoken well; I
will see thy face gain no more ' (ib. 29). Said God: ' What do I still need to
do? To inform Pharaoh of one more plague.’ Immediately therefore God, as
it were, hurriedly entered the palace of Pharaoh for the sake of Moses, who had
said: ’I will see thy face again no more,’ so that he might not
appear untruthful. Hence you will find that this was the only occasion when God
spoke with Moses in the house of Pharaoh, for it says: As soon as I am gone out
of the city, I will spread forth my hands unto the Lord (IX, 29). Whereas now
God rushed into Pharaoh's palace and spoke to Moses, as it says, Yet one plague
more will I bring upon Pharaoh (XI, 1).t When Moses heard this, he rejoiced and
was exalted,2 as it says: Moreover, the man Moses was very great (ib. 3). Moses
then began publicly to proclaim: ’ Thus saith the Lord: About midnight
(ib. 4). Thou sayest well " See my face no more"; I will no longer come to thee,
for thou wilt come to me, and not only thou, but also this chief of thy hosts at
thy side, and thy governor and all thy courtiers shall come running with thee to
me, imploring and prostrating themselves to me for us to depart from
here,’ as it says: And all these thy servants shall come down unto me...
saying (ib. 8). He did not wish to say: ' And thou shalt bow down unto
me,’ out of respect for royalty. When midnight came, then immediately, as
Moses had foretold, AND IT CAME TO PASS AT MIDNIGHT, THAT THE LORD SMOTE ALL THE
FIRSTBORN; thus He ' confirmed the word of His servant, and performed the
counsel of His messengers’. God had consulted Abraham concerning this
matter. When was that? When the kings came and he pursued them, God said to him:
' It will be enough if thou wilt only pursue them till midnight, for thou and I
will share the night,’ as it says: And he divided the night against them
(Gen. XIV, 15).3 And when the moment arrived,4 this counsel was carried out;
hence, AND IT CAME TO PASS AT MIDNIGHT; therefore it is written: ’And
performeth the counsel of His messengers.’
- Another interpretation of AND IT CAME TO PASS AT MIDNIGHT. It is written: At
midnight I will rise to give thanks unto Thee, because of the judgments of Thy
righteousness (Ps. CXIX, 62). ‘At midnight I will rise to give thanks unto
Thee’-for the judgments Thou hast performed in Egypt, while unto us hast
Thou done righteousness.’ When was this? When Moses said: ’I will
smite all the firstborn’ (Ex. XII, 12), some were afraid and some not;
those who were afraid brought their firstborn to an Israelite and said: 'Do
please allow him to pass with you this night.’ When midnight struck, God
smote all the firstborn; as for those who took asylum in the houses of the
Israelites, God passed between the Israelites and the Egyptians, depriving the
latter of life while leaving the Israelites alive. When the Jews awoke at
midnight, they found the Egyptians dead among their surviving firstborn; as it
says: I will pass over you, and there shall no plague be upon you (ib. 13). Then
did Israel begin to say: ’At midnight I will rise to give thanks unto
Thee,’ and for this reason does it say: ’Because of the judgments of
Thy righteousness.’
- AND IT CAME TO PASS AT MIDNIGHT. It is written: She perceiveth that her
merchandise is good: her lamp goeth not out by night (Prov XXXI, 18). You will
find that it is written: For there was not a house where there was not one dead
(Ex. XII, 30). How was this possible? By counting the first drop of every issue
with which an Egyptian fructified a woman as responsible for a firstborn, you
would find that all his children would die, for it says: And He smote all the
firstborn of Egypt, the firstfruits of their strength in the tents of Ham (Ps.
LXXVIII, 51) [which means, the issue of] the first drop. Even girls who were
firstborn, died; with the exception of Bithiah the daughter of Pharaoh, who had
a good intercessor-Moses, of whom it says: And when she saw him that he was a
goodly child (II, 2). For this reason did Solomon say: ‘She perceiveth
that her merchandise is good.’ She riseth also while it is yet night
(Prov. XXXI, 15). Which night was this? AND IT CAME TO PASS AT MIDNIGHT.
- AND IT CAME TO PASS AT MIDNIGHT. Elihu said: In a moment they die, even at
midnight (Job XXXIV, 20). When they died, all began to cry; for it says: AND
PHARAOH ROSE UP IN THE NIGHT, HE, AND ALL HIS SERVANTS, AND ALL THE EGYPTIANS
(XII, 30). AND HE CALLED FOR MOSES AND AARON (ib. 31) immediately. Moses then
said: ‘What doth Pharaoh seek? Who now comes unto whom, thou to me, or I
to thee?’ Pharaoh replied: ‘I PRAY THEE, RISE UP, GET YOU FORTH FROM
AMONG MY PEOPLE (ib.). Why was all this? To prove that He is wise in heart, and
mighty in strength; who hath hardened himself against Him and prospered (Job IX,
4).
- Another interpretation of AND IT CAME TO PASS AT MIDNIGHT. David said: In
the night I will call to remembrance my song-neginathi (Ps. LXXVII, 7). The
assembly of Israel said: ‘I remember the disasters with which Thou didst
crush mine enemies for my sake that night.’ The word ’
neginathi’ refers to disaster, for it says: I am their song-manginatham
(Lam. III, 63), and also: Who hath delivered (miggen) thine enemies into thy
hand (Gen. XIV, 20). When Sennacherib attacked us, Thou didst overthrow him at
night, as it is said: And it came to pass that night, that the angel of the Lord
went forth, and smote in the camp of the Assyrians (II Kings XIX, 35). Said R.
Nehemiah: See how great is the love of the Holy One, blessed be He, for Israel.
For the very ministering angels, who are mighty in strength, that fulfil His
word (Ps. CIII, 20) were made by God the custodians of Israel. Who are they?
Michael and Gabriel; as it says: I have set watchmen upon thy walls, O Jerusalem
(Isa. LXII, 6). When Sennacherib came, Michael came out and smote them, and
Gabriel, at God's behest, delivered Hananiah and his companions. Why was this?
Because God had made a condition with them thus. When? When He desired to
descend in order to deliver Abraham from the fiery furnace, Michael and Gabriel
said: ‘Let us go down and deliver him.’ But He said to them:
‘Had he descended into the fiery furnace for the sakes of one of you, then
you would have delivered him. But since he went down for My sake, I Myself will
descend and save him,’ as it says: I am the Lord that brought thee out of
Ur of the Chaldees (Gen. XV, 7). ' But I will appoint for you another time when
to descend, because ye were anxious to save him for the glory of My name. Thou,
Michael, shalt descend upon the camp of the Assyrians, and thou, Gabriel, on the
camp of the Chaldeans.’ When Gabriel came down to deliver Hananiah,
Mishael, and Azariah, he ordered the fire to scorch all those who had thrown
them in, as it says: The flame of the fire slew those men that took up Shadrach,
Meshach, and Abed-nego (Dan. III, 22). Some say that four classes of governors
died there2; for at first it says: Then the satraps, the prefects, and the
governors, the judges, the treasurers, the counsellors, the sheriffs, and all
the rulers of the provinces (ib. 3), while at this point four are lacking, as it
says: And the satraps, the prefects, the governors, and the king's ministers
(ib. 27). Hananiah then said: ’O praise the Lord, all ye nations’
(Ps. CXVII, 1); Mishael said: ’Laud Him, all ye peoples’ (ib.),
while Azariah said: ’ For His mercy is great toward us ' (ib. 2), and the
angel replied: ’And the truth of the Lord endureth for ever (ib.), for it
is true what He told me when I went down to save Abraham.’ Michael also
did what he had been promised, for it says: ’And it came to pass that
night, that the angel of the Lord went forth,’ etc. (II Kings XIX, 35). We
have learnt1: All the generals and officers were drinking wine and left their
vessels scattered about. God then said to Sennacherib: ' Thou hast done thy
part,’ as it says: By thy messengers thou hast taunted the Lord (ib. 23);
‘so will I too send My messenger.’2 What did He do to him?-And under
his glory there shall be kindled a burning like the burning of fire (Isa. X,
16). What is the meaning of ’ and under his glory’? He burned their
bodies within, leaving their clothes without untouched,-the glory of man being
his garments.3 Why did He leave their garments? Because they were the
descendants of Shem, as it says: The sons of Shem: Elam, and Asshur (Gen. X,
22), and God said: ‘I owe it to them for their father's sake, because he
and Japheth took their garments and covered the nakedness of their
father,’ as it says: And Shem and Japheth took a garment (IX, 23). For
this reason did God say to Michael: ' Leave their garments untouched, but burn
their souls.’ What is written there? And when men arose early in the
morning, behold, they were all dead corpses (II Kings XIX, 35), hence does it
say: Morning by morning will I destroy all the wicked of the land (Ps. CI, 8).
Israel and Hezekiah sat that night and recited the Hallel, for it was Passover,
yet were in terror lest at any moment Jerusalem might fall at his
[Sennacherib's] hand. When they arose early in the morning to recite the
shema’ and pray, they found their enemies dead corpses; for this reason
did God say to Isaiah: Call his name Maher-shalalhash-baz (Isa. VIII, 3), and he
did indeed hasten to plunder their spoil. Another called him
‘Immanuel’, that is, ‘I will be with him,’ as it says:
With him is an arm of flesh; but with us is the Lord our God (II Chron. XXXII,
8). Just as God did in this world through the hand of Michael and Gabriel, so
will He perform in the future also through them, for it says: And saviours shall
come up on Mount Zion to judge the Mount of Esau (Obad. I, 21)-this refers to
Michael and Gabriel. Our holy
Teacher[1029]
is of the opinion that this refers to Michael only, for it says: And at that
time shall Michael stand up, the great prince who standeth for the children of
thy people (Dan. XII, 1), because he it is who presents Israel's requirements
and pleads for them, as it says: Then the angel of the Lord spoke and said: O
Lord of hosts, how long wilt Thou not have compassion on Jerusalem (Zech. I,
12), and also: And there is none that holdeth with me against these, except
Michael your prince (Dan. X, 21). R. Jose said: To what may Michael and Samael
be compared? To an intercessor and an accuser before a tribunal: each speaks in
turn, and when each has finished the intercessor sees that he has triumphed, and
he begins to praise the judge that he may issue his verdict; and when the
accuser wishes to add anything, the intercessor says to him: ‘You remain
quiet and let us hear the judge.’ So also do Michael and Samael both stand
before the Divine Presence; Satan accuses, while Michael points out Israel's
virtues, and when Satan wishes to speak again, Michael silences him, because, as
it says: I will hear what God the Lord will speak; for He will speak peace unto
His people (Ps. LXXXV, 9). This is the meaning of: ‘In the night I will
call to remembrance my song’ (ib. LXXVII, 7), referring to the miracle of
Hezekiah. Another interpretation of: ‘In the night I will call ta
remembrance my song’ is: ‘I remember what Thou hast done to me in
Egypt and Thy contrivance in Egypt.’ What was this? When God at first
sought to bring the plagues upon Egypt, He intended to commence with the plague
of the firstborn, for it says: Behold, I will slay thy son, even thy firstborn
(Ex. IV, 23). Pharaoh then retorted: ‘Who is the Lord that I should
hearken unto His voice’ (V, 2). Then God said: ‘If I bring the
plague of firstborn upon him at the outset, he will send them out at once; no, I
will bring other plagues upon him first, by this means will I bring them all, as
it says: AND THE LORD SMOTE ALL THE FIRSTBORN (XII, 29). On this account did
David sing praises: Who knoweth the power of Thine anger? (Ps. XC, II). Who
understands Thy contrivances at the Red Sea, as it says, Thy way was in the sea,
and Thy path in the great waters, and Thy footsteps were not known (ib. LXXVII,
20)? Who knows the things that Thou doest at the last?
The
midnight is the time par excellence to rise and ask the Ribono shel Olam to save
us from any ordeal.
13.2.7 Healing
Text
13-10: Psalm 105:41-45 for Prostate Healing
He opened a rock and waters flowed out, they ran through dry places like a
river.
For He remembered His holy word to Abraham, His servant.
And He brought forth His people with gladness.
His chosen ones with singing.
And He gave them the lands of nations, and the labor of the peoples they
inherited.
So that they might preserve His statutes and treasure His laws, praise
God.
Here we have the story of Moses with the Staff of G-d, G-d’s
will, bringing forth, flowing
water.
[1030]
Text
13-11: Psalm 60:4 for broken bone Healing
Heal its fragments –
R’phah
Sh’va’re’hah ☺ R’phah
Sh’va’re’yah –
רפה
שבריהThis very powerful verse
should be recited while contemplating the healing energy of G-d swirling into
the patient, then mediating on G-d releasing healing energy through the hands of
Raphael on your hands around the body’s organs that need
repair.
[1031]
Text
13-12: General healing for Miriam
Heal her please G-d – Rfah nah El nah la
Numbers Ch.
12:8
ootmoonat Hashem yabeet
Look, go into the picture of Hashem
13.3 Tefillin
Putting on tefillin each day is beneficial for refocusing the mind on
proper priorities. In this daily physical meditation, one reminds oneself to be
a mench.
[1032]
Meditation 13-1: Tefillin
Been putting on the Tefillin now everyday, I feel good, it kind of has
changed me in some way, cant explain it, but in a harmonious way. Just more
relaxed and patience it teaches me. Anyway, had a lot of thoughts about
it...
1) Realize Tefillin was created by G-d, not by man. I came to this
conclusion because it is exactly the same for every jew whether it being in the
past, present or even future. Like the sun in our sky, it is something which is
always present, unceasing and unchanging. With technology every thing we
create is always changing and constantly evolving. From thousands of years
ago, to thousands of years ahead, it will always be present and some may wonder
what is it's purpose. But only those who wear it will know it has inherent
meaning.
2) I read some interpretation about the actual wrapping of the tefillin.
I have some of my own interpretation. The order in which we put it on has
significance. 7 winds around the hand representing not only the 7 days of
creation, but I think there is a visual representation that might be overlooked
here. Including the 3 winds on the fingers, you get a total of 10, obviously our
hole number system based on that.
3) Getting back to a visual meaning of the tefillin. And by the way, we
cannot overlook this at all, it is very significant. 4 steps-- one being the
initial pointing towards the heart. Two being the winding on the arm. Three
being the placement on the head. Four being the wrapping around the middle
finger. And then the whole process in reverse order.
First, pointing towards the heart. First we must take actions in our
life based initially from the heart.
Second, wrapping around the arm represents life itself. Life is supposed
to include some sort of work, that is where we can appreciate the day of
rest.
Third, then comes the placement on the head. Ideas come from the mind.
But also the notion the brain can translate many messages and can create
meanings and understandings from them. It is also a decipher.
Forth, the wrapping of the middle finger is a link between man and G-d.
So we go from this process of the heart to life to ideas to link to G-d.
And the importance of going in reverse order is that once we have this link to
G-d, we get ideas which go back into our daily life which fill the heart. It is
like we need to reach out and then get something back from G-d.
Now Jeff, one thing that I did today which was different than before is
I reached up with my left hand pointing my finger up to the ceiling. Pointing as
far up as I could do it. I want you to do it also one day.
Now, look up your arm with your eye. The strap around the arm is now a
continuous spiral leading upward. And when you wrap around your hand in the
shape of a Shin, representing G-d. And when you look further up to your middle
finger-- the furthest point from your body, not counting feet. The winding
around the middle finger-- it is like a spiral staircase, starting out wide
around your arm, and getting tighter and smaller all the way up to the tip.
There is a visual experience with this. We are reaching up to G-d, to get
answers.
SteveAlong these lines the seven wrappings of the arms
correspond to the seven lower sefirot and the wrappings on the middle finger the
three sefirot crowns. Putting on tefillin is a symbolic exercise to train the
arm, the place of action, to follow the midos of G-d. The seven lower midos are
to be kind, follow justice, be truthful, steadfast in the ways of G-d, thankful,
righteous, and filled with the spirit G-d. The three higher results are
understanding, wisdom, and closeness to the will of G-d.
The Zohar
says:
[1033]
Text
13-13: Zohar on Tefillin
AND IT SHALL BE FOR A TOKEN UPON THINE HAND AND FOR FRONTLETS BETWEEN
THINE EYES. This commandment has also another significance besides being a
Divine ordinance, for the phylacteries are signs and means of sanctification,
symbols of the beauty of the supernal colours. It is written: “And thou
shalt do that what is right and good.” “Right” here indicates
the phylactery of the hand, which has to be supplemented by and joined with the
phylactery of the forehead. The four Biblical sections (Ex. XIII, 1-10, 11-16;
Deut. Vl, 4-9, XI, 13-21) are in the head-phylactery in four compartments, but
in the hand-phylactery in one, for the latter has nothing of itself but what it
receives from above (the head). This mystery is expressed in the words,
“all rivers run into the sea” (Eccl. 1, 7). And because it draws
the influx of Divine light from that which is above, it is called tephillah
(entreaty, prayer, the traditional name for phylactery); and because it derives
holiness, it is called kedushah, and it also symbolizes
“Sovereignty”, “Kingdom”, the Kingdom of God in its
completeness. The symbolism of the four sections has been explained in various
places. The first of them (Ex. XIII, 1-10) is of supreme significance,
containing all the four divisions of the supernal light which emanates from Ain
(lit. “nothing”, the hidden, unapproachable,
transcendent).
In the last sentence of the above Zohar, the “four divisions of
the supernal light” are AV-72, SaG-63, MaH-45, and BeN-52, expansions of
the name of G-d above Keter. The colors are supernal, manifested in the four
expansions of the Name of G-d. One sees these colors as flashes from chains of
the Hebrew letters at each one of these
levels.
[1034]
Section 1: Hochmah
EXO 13:1 And the LORD spoke unto Moses,
saying,
EXO 13:2 Sanctify unto me all the firstborn, whatsoever
openeth the womb among the children of Israel, both of man and of beast: it is
mine.
EXO 13:3 And Moses said unto the people, Remember this day,
in which you came out from Egypt, out of the house of bondage; for the strength
of the hand of the LORD brought you out from this place: there shall no leavened
bread be eaten.
EXO 13:4 This day came you out in the month
Aviv.
EXO 13:5 And it shall be when the LORD shall bring thee
into the land of the Canaanites, and the Hittites, and the Amorites, and the
Hivites, and the Jebusites, which he swore unto thy fathers to give thee, a land
flowing with milk and honey, that thou shalt keep this service in this
month.
EXO 13:6 Seven days thou shalt eat unleavened bread, and in
the seventh day shall be a feast to the LORD.
EXO 13:7 Unleavened bread shall be eaten seven days; and
there shall no leavened bread be seen with thee, neither shall there be leaven
seen with thee in all thy quarters.
EXO 13:8 And thou shalt show thy son in that day, saying,
This is done because of that which the LORD did unto me when I came forth out of
Egypt.
EXO 13:9 And it shall be for a sign unto thee
upon thine hand, and for a memorial between thine eyes, that the LORD's law may
be in thy mouth: for with a strong hand hath the LORD brought thee out of
Egypt.
EXO 13:10 Thou shalt therefore keep this ordinance in his
season from year to year.
Each word in the verse, “sanctify unto Me all the firstborn”
stands for something connected with the Divine attributes:
“sanctify” is related to the hidden region of supernal Holiness, the
mystery of the Wisdom which comes from above; “unto Me” refers to
Binah-Understanding, the Mystery of the supernal world, the inner Hall-as it is
written, “unto Me are the children of Israel slaves”; “unto Me
belongs every firstborn”; “ye shall be unto Me a precious
people”-all these are connected with Binah. “All” signifies
Grace: grace above and grace below; “firstborn” has a symbolic
reference to “Israel my firstborn” (Ex. IV, 22), who represents all
the sides and all the colours. These four words, esoterically considered,
contain all the truths which are given in greater detail in the four Scripture
sections written on the parchment scrolls of the phylacteries. Thus the first
section is a summary of all the four. The second section (Ex. XIII, 11-16),
referring, as it does, to the Exodus from Egypt, symbolizes the freedom of the
“Jubilee”, and represents Binah.
Section 2: Binah
EXO 13:11 And it shall be when the LORD shall bring thee
into the land of the Canaanites, as he swore unto thee and to thy fathers, and
shall give it thee,
EXO 13:12 That thou shalt set apart unto the LORD all that
openeth the matrix, and every firstling that cometh of a beast which thou hast;
the males shall be the LORD's.
EXO 13:13 And every firstling of an ass thou shalt redeem
with a lamb; and if thou wilt not redeem it, then thou shalt break his neck: and
all the firstborn of man among thy children shalt thou redeem.
EXO 13:14 And it shall be when thy son asketh thee in time
to come, saying, What is this? that thou shalt say unto him, By strength of hand
the LORD brought us out from Egypt, from the house of bondage:
EXO 13:15 And it came to pass, when Pharaoh would hardly
let us go, that the LORD slew all the firstborn in the land of Egypt, both the
firstborn of man, and the firstborn of beast: therefore I sacrifice to the LORD
all that openeth the matrix, being males; but all the firstborn of my children I
redeem.
EXO 13:16 And it shall be for a token upon thine hand, and
for frontlets between thine eyes: for by strength of hand the LORD brought us
forth out of Egypt.
The third section, the Shema, contains the mystery of the right side,
called “The Supernal Grace”, for it effects the union of all things
extending unto the four quarters of the universe; and the Holy One, blessed be
He, through the medium of this attribute, brings forth order and harmony in the
whole universe, a harmony which extends even to the lowest depths. By this
attribute of Grace the Holy One created the world, when He wrapped Himself in
the garment of light. This Supernal Grace is the Unifier.
Section 3: Hesed
DEU 6:4 Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God is one
LORD:
DEU 6:5 And thou shalt love the LORD thy God with all thine
heart, and with all
thy soul, and with all thy might.
DEU 6:6 And these words, which I command thee this day,
shall be in thine heart:
DEU 6:7 And thou shalt teach them diligently unto thy
children, and shalt talk
of them when thou sittest in thine house, and when thou
walkest by the way, and
when thou liest down, and when thou risest
up.
DEU 6:8 And thou shalt bind them for a sign upon thine
hand, and they shall be
as frontlets between thine eyes.
DEU 6:9 And thou shalt write them upon the posts of thy
house, and on thy gates
.
For this reason the section of the Shema is joined to that of “And
it shall be”; for the act which makes each day a unity and likewise forms
the whole sum of separate days into the perfect whole, is the fact of following
the Divine Will in knowledge and action; and through this act alone (of
concentration on the union during prayer and the recitation of the Shema) can
that union of which we have frequently spoken be attained: that is, the union of
each day, the union which is expressed in the sentence: “Hear, O Israel,
TETRAGRAMMATON Elohenu TETRAGRAMMATON is one”. These three are one. How
can the three Names be one? Only through the perception of Faith: in the vision
of the Holy Spirit, in the beholding of the hidden eyes alone. The mystery of
the audible voice is similar to this, for though it is one yet it consists of
three elements-fire, air, and water, which have, however, become one in the
mystery of the voice. Even so it is with the mystery of the threefold Divine
manifestations designated by TETRAGRAMMATON Elohenu TETRAGRAMMATON – three
modes which yet form one unity. This is the significance of the voice which man
produces in the act of unification, when his intent is to unify all from the
En-sof to the end of creation. This is the daily unification, the secret of
which has been revealed in the holy spirit. There are many kinds of unification,
and all are appropriate, one involving the other, but the one which is effected
on earth by the symbolism of the voice is the most appropriate.
The fourth section (Deut. Xl, I3-21) contains the mystery of rigorous
Judgment: “Take heed to yourselves that your heart be not deceived”
(v. 16).
Section 4: Gevurah – Reward and Punishment
DEU 11:13 And it shall come to pass, if ye shall hearken
diligently unto my commandments which I command you this day, to love the LORD
your God, and to serve him with all your heart and with all your
soul,
DEU 11:14 That I will give you the rain of your land in his
due season, the first rain and the latter rain, that thou mayest gather in thy
corn, and thy wine, and thine oil.
DEU 11:15 And I will send grass in thy fields for thy
cattle, that thou mayest eat and be full.
DEU 11:16 Take heed to yourselves, that your heart be not
deceived, and ye turn aside, and serve other gods, and worship
them;
DEU 11:17 And then the LORD's wrath be kindled against you,
and he shut up the heaven, that there be no rain, and that the land yield not
her fruit; and lest ye perish quickly from off the good land which the LORD
giveth you.
DEU 11:18 Therefore shall ye lay up these my words in your
heart and in your soul, and bind them for a sign upon your hand, that they may
be as frontlets between your eyes.
DEU 11:19 And ye shall teach them your children, speaking
of them when thou sittest in thine house, and when thou walkest by the way, when
thou liest down, and when thou risest up.
DEU 11:20 And thou shalt write them upon the door posts of
thine house, and upon thy gates:
DEU 11:21 That your days may be multiplied, and the days of
your children, in the land which the LORD sware unto your fathers to give them,
as the days of heaven upon the earth.
We have already dealt with the symbolism of the relationship of the two
phylacteries to one another. The strap that is passed through the
head-phylactery ends at the back of the head in a knot representing the letter
Daleth (D. in Shaddai), and concerning it it is written: “And thou shalt
see My hinder-parts”, for all is tied up there in one knot. The strap that
is passed through the hand-phylactery is fastened in a knot in the shape of the
letter Yod, the sign of the mystery of the holy covenant, to which we have
frequently referred. It is all a part of one mystery. Blessed are the Israelites
for being made aware of this mystery. It is essential that every man should
put on the phylacteries daily, in order that he may achieve the likeness of the
supernal Prototype, and then “all the people of the earth shall see that
thou art called by the name of the Lord, and they shall be afraid of thee”
(Deut. XXVIII, l0).One of the final mysteries on Tefillin could
only be revealed by one of the superior saints of a
generation.
[1035] Though I have
studied the text, I was not worthy to discover this
passage:
[1036]
Text
13-14: Zohar on Tefillin Hair of the Calf
Said R. Simeon: ‘AII this is true, yet nevertheless the Holy
One, blessed be He, has conferred power on the unclean spirit and it behooves
man to subjugate him from all directions. Now I am about to reveal to
you’, he said, ‘a mystery which is only permitted to be revealed to
the superior saints. The Holy One, blessed be He, has conferred power upon the
place which is the unclean spirit to have dominion over the world in many ways
and to be enabled to inflict harm; we thus dare not treat him lightly, but we
have to be on our guard against him lest he indict us, even in our holy actions.
We have, therefore, a secret device, namely, to assign him a little space within
our holy performances, since it is out of the source of holiness that he derives
his power. Hence we are required to enclose inside the phylacteries a hair of a
calf with one end jutting out and exposed to sight. This hair is incapable of
communicating defilement, since it is smaller than a barley grain. [Tr. note:
Allusion (apparently inexact) to Mishnah, Ahaloth III, 2.] Now, when the unclean
spirit beholds this hair that is within the supremely holy, and thus finds that
he has a portion therein, he will abstain from assailing the wearer and will be
powerless to inflict evil on him, whether on high or below. Whereas if nothing
is given him within what is holy he brings accusations, saying, that-and-that
man who at the moment makes himself holy has done such-and-such a deed on
such-and-such a day, and these-and-these are the sins he committed; so that the
man will thus be brought to judgment and be punished. The Israelites, who were
aware of this secret, used to adopt a similar device when they began to sanctify
themselves on the Day of Atonement; they at once made provision for assigning
the unclean spirit his portion, so that he should not accuse them nor bring to
notice the sins of Israel. For when he presents himself to bring accusations
against Israel, ever so many bands and hosts stand there ready to take up his
word. Happy is the portion of him who is able to be on his guard so that his
sins should not be brought to notice on high, and so that he should not be
regarded with disfavor.’ Meanwhile tears began to flow from R. Abba's
eyes. Said R. Eleazar to him: “Abba, Abba, unloose thy girdle, and wipe
the tears from thy face, inasmuch as the mystic doctrines of the Torah were
entrusted to the righteous, as it is written: “The secret (sod)[Tr. note:
Sod in Bib. Heb.=counsel, in post-Bib. =secret, mystery.] of the Lord is for
them that fear him” (Ps. xxv, 14).’
Observe that on New Year's Day the world is brought to trial before
the holy Judgment Seat; and there stands on one side the evil spirit who regards
intently and makes a record of all those that are doomed to death. But at the
moment that Israel awakens mercy by means of the sound of the trumpet (shofar)
he becomes altogether confused and distracted, and turns his gaze away from the
doomed ones. This continues until some time after. [Tr. note: i.e. the eve of
the Last day of Tabernacles.] Then all those under decree of death who have not
repented of their sins are delivered into the hands of the evil power under a
final order of death, which order is irrevocable. The whole of Israel together
have thus to be on guard against him, and how much more so one who is by
himself. We have thus to assign him at every New Moon a he-goat as his portion,
so that he will abstain from acting as accuser. The sacred moon will thus draw
sustenance in holiness and be fittingly renewed. The moon being renewed every
month is thus called “na'ar” (youth), but the opposite force, which
is forever immersed in defilement, is called “old and foolish king”
(Eccles. IV, 13). Thus for holy Israel, the one nation united to God in
holiness, the Holy One, blessed be He, has provided a means of escape from all
the evil powers. Happy are they in this world and in the world to come. So
Scripture says: “Thy people also shall be all righteous, they shall
inherit the land for ever; the branch of my planting, the work of my hands,
wherein I glory” (Isa. LX, 21).This extraordinary explanation
seems to have some basis in the Torah. Perhaps the goat left alive as a living
atonement to G-d and then sent into Azazel Wilderness, represents a similar
distraction. Perhaps, not blowing the shofar on Erev Rosh Hashanah has a
similar
purpose.
[1037]The Zohar
is the work of Rabbi Shimeon Bar Yochai who by writing the Zohar gave us the
inspiration to survive the dark and Middle
Ages.
[1038]
13.4 Tzitzit
Text
13-15: Numbers 15:38
Speak to the people of Israel, and bid them that they make them fringes
in the borders of their garments throughout their generations, and that they put
upon the fringe of the borders a thread of Techelet –
תכלת.
Sometime during the Roman exile, the sea creature that was used to make
this dye (or the family that had the secret) was lost and consequently
the color is uncertain.
[1039]
Hazal considered the source of the color to be integral to fulfilling the
mitzvah.
[1040] Techelet is the
name of a sea creature’s ink and not just its color!
The color of
blue in Hebrew is Cahool. Techelet like the fuchsia flower is named after the
source. The color of the source may be an Indigo, a violet blue after the color
of a snail, which is found on the coastal beaches of
Gaza.
[1041] Apparently while
the color starts as a violet blue, exposure to sunlight turns it into a truer
blue. Another word for the color blue is Tahool, possibly an offshoot of
Techelet.
Still, the source of Techelet may be a different sea
creature, perhaps one with a denser quantity of ink in its body. Another
alternative is that the Hebrews found multiple sources of sea creatures with
similar colored ink, when they were on the beaches of the Mediterranean Sea. I
favor this possibility. In this case Techelet is a reference to the ink color
of a general sea creature. Hence as long as the dye one obtained was from a sea
creature, and it bore some resemblance to the color of the sea, it was
acceptable to use. This would have permitted some variation in tzitzit color,
possibly reflecting some personal affinity to different shades of blue from
indigo to aquamarine. Nevertheless, most sages believe the source must be from
a kosher fish!
Now we raise the question, to what extent should clothes
or other articles be made from kosher animals? There isn’t a prohibition
here, but perhaps a greater affinity to use materials from kosher
animals.
13.5 Siddur
[FIGURE]
Table 13-3:
Order of Services
|
Shachris Morning
|
Mincha Afternoon
|
Kabbalat Shabbat Welcoming Shabbat
|
Maariv Evening
|
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Morning Blessings
|
|
|
Opening Blessing
|
|
Offerings
|
Ashrei
|
Opening Psalms
|
Shema
|
|
Psalms
|
Amidah
|
L’chai Dodi
|
Amidah
|
|
Shema
|
Alenu
|
Closing Psalms
|
Alenu
|
|
Amidah
|
Kaddish
|
Kaddish
|
Kaddish
|
|
Alenu
|
|
|
Closing Blessing
|
|
Kaddish
|
|
|
|
13.5.1 Blessings
During the reign of David a plague broke out that killed many of the
people. David prayed for the cause and solution to the plague. He learned that
the plague was due to the people not recounting enough of their daily blessings.
Consequently David mandated that everyone recite one hundred blessings a day.
G-d in turn would increase their appreciation for life. The plague
ceased.
[1042] Right after the
thirteen awakening blessings is the following commandment which we remind
ourselves of, every
morning:
[1043]
]wmk ]url tbhaw lc hcu twxm ylu lbqm
ynyrh
I hereby accept upon myself the
commandment,
“You shall love your neighbor as
yourself”
(Leviticus 19:18)
The recitation of this lesson reminds us that each day we must forgive
any insult or harm that anyone has done to us, whether actual or perceived. We
are reminded each day that we are forbidden to hold a grudge against
anyone.
13.5.2 Offerings
– Asiyah – World of Doing
This first level of the morning service associates
with the physical world. While the Temple stood, people brought karbanos i.e.
offerings or sacrifices, as the principle means to come closer to G-d. Until
the temple stands again, reading the pray book passages dealing with offerings,
brings a merit in kind to the actual offerings. The word for
‘sacrifice’ – ‘karban’ has a similar spelling to
the word for ‘close’ in Hebrew, i.e. ‘k’rov’. In
Hebrew, words similar in spelling are connected in meaning.
Rabbi Chiya bar Abba said in the name of Rabbi Yochanan, “When a
person relieves himself, washes his hands, puts on Tefillin, says the Shema and
then prays, it is counted as if he built an alter and offered a sacrifice on it.
(Talmud, Berachot 14b,
15a)[1044]
In addition to the prayer service when one studies the Torah it is as if he
gives an offering.
[1045] If he
studies all five books, it is as if he offered all the sacrifices. If a person
studies the Torah to know the laws he must keep, it is considered that he kept
the entire Torah.
Table 13-4:
Types of Offerings
|
Offering
|
Meaning
|
Torah Book
|
|
Olah – burnt offering
|
Brought for atonement. Completely burnt on the alter and termed holocaust.
Was an animal offering.
|
Genesis
|
|
Mincha – meal offering, Tamid or daily offering
|
Brought as a gift or if one is too poor to bring an animal, yet is just as
precious in the eyes of G-d.
|
Exodus
|
|
Chatath – sin offering
|
Brought for an inadvertent sin that is punishable by being cut off. Person
involuntarily violated a command without injuring the property of another
person. Would also serve as an atonement. Could be bull, goat, lamb, doves,
pigeons, or flower.
|
Leviticus
|
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Asham – ashamed (guilt) offering
|
Brought if one should sin in matters of holiness or articles belonging to
the Temple. For restitution of stolen goods.
|
Numbers
|
|
Shelamim – peace offerings, thanksgiving offerings
|
Brought out of joy for a communal celebration, Nazarite completion, or
individual celebration. Mostly ate by the priests with a small portion fully
consumed on the alter.
|
Deuteronomy
|
13.5.3 Psalms –
Pseukei D’Zimra – Yetzirah – World of Formation
The 2
nd level of the morning service
consists of the recitations of various psalms and songs. The Psukei
D’Zimra parallel the angels in the World of Formation who are forever
singing songs to Hashem.
Rabbi Yose said, “May my portion be among those who complete the
Praise (Hallel) each day.” How could he have said this? We have learned,
“One who completes the Praise each day is blaspheming and
degrading.” When he said this, he was speaking of the Verses of Praise
(Pesukei Dezimra). [Rashi says that the Gemara refers specifically to two
psalms, “Praise G-d from Heaven” (Psalm 148), and “Praise G-d
in His Sanctuary” (Psalm 150).]
Psukei means passages. Zimra
means pruned or cutting as an adjective. Hence the psalms are ‘cutting
passages’. Cutting means short or to the point of prayer. They quicken
ones path to G-d. Rabbi Yoseph Gikatilla explains in the Shaarei
Orah:
[1046]
There are troops of evil angels between earth and heaven, making the
path between them a place of danger. When a person worships, his prayers must
pass through these troops in order to ascend to heaven. If he has merit, they
do not encounter these evil angels lying in ambush. But if one does not have
merit, then they encounter many Destroyers and Intruders. This is why King
David composed the Songs of Praise (Zemirot). They serve to clear the way for
prayer, so that it can pass through all these troops. All these troops are like
clouds, preventing prayer from ascending. They are alluded to in the verse,
“You have covered Yourself with a cloud, so that no prayer can pass
through”.[1047] King
David composed the Songs of Praise, and when a person recites them, the
Destroyers, Intruders and Vandals are banished. These songs are called Zemirot,
from the same root as mazmer, meaning a “pruning shear”. With the
Zemirot one cuts through these disturbing forces.Berachos 4b says
that if one recites Ashrei three times a today he is assured of a place in Olam
Habah. This is because of the passage, “thou openest thy hand and
satisfieth everything that is living.” This passage contains the concept
that we accept entirely our portion from Hashem. We accept that Hashem has
given us everything we need to survive. This is also the reason that many
religious people throw themselves into Torah study instead of planning their
livelihood. The morning service contains Ashrei twice. The afternoon service
contains Ashrei once.
[1048]
The Gemara goes on to discuss a similar benefit to connecting the
concept of redemption (Goel Israel) with prayer (the
Amidah).
[1049] If we begin the
Amidah with a focus on our redemption from Egypt, we realize again that Hashem
gives us all we need to survive. This is the reason that we attempt to connect
the Redeemer of Israel with Adonay in the Amidah.
Overall, the Gemara
is teaching us that we can throw our burden onto Hashem and be His servants
doing His
will.
[1050]
This is the way to Olam Habah (The World to Come). We realize that everything
Hashem has given us is for His service. Our money, our spouse, our children,
our material possessions, our bodies, and our souls are for loving G-d. The
burdens we throw on Hashem are in the category of offensive pursuits. These may
include luxuries, pleasantries, business expansions, or warfare for material
gain. However, for defensive pursuits we apply ‘histradlus’, an
effort by man stimulating in kind an effort by G-d on our behalf. In this
category we have physical conditioning, pursuit of a spouse, supporting a
family, and on a larger scale national security and self-defense. G-d does not
want us to relinquish moral responsibilities.
13.5.4 Shema – Beriah – World of
Creation
The World of Creation contains the Throne of G-d. Part of the reason we
sit when reciting the Shema is to emulate the descent into the Throne Room,
where G-d’s presence rests. We experience the presence of God sitting on
a throne as we sit correspondingly in our chairs.
The first two verses of
the Shema consist of twelve words and forty-nine letters:
So, when a person accepts upon himself the yoke of the Kingdom of Heaven
with these verses, through which his soul is encompassed in the Twelve Tribes of
G-d, he separates his soul from the soul of the mixed
multitude,...[1051]
Rabbi Nachman explains that there are 49 letters in the spelling of the
twelve tribes of Israel as well as the first two lines of the Shema. Saying the
Shema with ones eyes closed alludes to the faithful woman of God, Sarah or the
Shechinah, who follows her spirit rather than the desire of her
eyes.
To turn the mind away from the promiscuous
woman, we recite the Shema with great concentration binding us to the Twelve
Tribes of G-d and turn our mind to the faithful woman, the Torah woman, or the
wonderful woman.
By accepting the yoke of the Kingdom of Heaven <with the two verses
that are> an aspect of the sea of Shelomoh, he disengages from the souls of
the mixed multitude/evil maidservant/promiscuous woman, and is encompassed in
the souls of the Tribes of God, an aspect of “a God-fearing
woman.”[1052]
13.5.5 Amidah
– Atzilut – World adjacent to G-d
Before the Amidah, the cantor recites the Kaddish, the Sanctification
prayer:
[1053]
One who responds with “Amen, Yehei Shmei Raboh...”
(“His great Name shall be blessed forever and for all eternity”)
with all of his strength (of concentration and aloud) nullifies any evil decree
that may have been pending against him for the next seventy years. (Shabbas
119b)
The Amidah consists of 18 principle blessings and is the core prayer in
Judaism. This is the reason that its older name is the Shemone Esrei that means
18. Nevertheless, Rabbi Gamliel instituted a 19
th blessing against
heretics in his time. The 18 blessings allude to the recitation of the name of
G-d 18 times consisting of 72
letters.
[1054] Rabbi Nachman
says that the 18 blessings allude to Chai or life. He associates this with the
phrase Mother Nature or Mother of all that Lives, Im Kol Chay, claiming that
this prayer changes the forces of
nature.
[1055]
Similarly, he states the 19
th blessing overcomes the forces of the
spies – the menim –
המינים.
[1056]
These are the forces of those one confides in, but who become informers to ones
enemies.
As the service approaches the Amidah, one
recites, “True and Certain is our G-d” which leads to the blessing
of “G-d who redeems Israel.” The word for redeem in Hebrew is
Ga’al –
גאל
and associates with Yesod, Hashem’s righteousness. When we begin
the meditation before the Amidah, we say, “Adonai, open my lips so that I
may declare thy praise.” The Shaarey Orah suggests that we have the
intention to bind the redeemer Ga’al with our Master Adonai –
אדני
that is to bind the righteousness of Yesod to the Kingdom of G-d Malchuts.
Malchuts also represents the feminine presence of G-d that is the
Shechinah so there is a binding of the masculine redemptive energy of G-d with
the feminine presence of G-d. From the feminine, the redeemer becomes a throne
for the Queen and when the Queen sits upon the throne, the redeemer supports her
and she does not flee from him; and then she bestows all the blessing of the
Amidah on the land and the people of her kingdom. If she should flee his
presence, has vshalom then she will go into exile and join with foreign rulers
who do not appreciate her great
worth.
[1057] From the
masculine, the redeemer becomes a throne for the Queen and when the Queen sits
upon the throne the redeemer supports her instead of fleeing from her presence;
and then she bestows all the blessing of the Amidah on the land and the people
of her kingdom. If the redeemer should flee her presence, has vshalom, then
she will go into exile and join with foreign rulers who do not appreciate her
great worth.
[1058]
13.5.5.1 Open my lips
The verse before the Amidah states:
G-d, open my lips and my mouth will declare your praise.In
the introductory verse, we prepare our lips for prayer and in the verse
following the Amidah we protect our lips from slander. The final verse of the
Amidah states the result if we follow this
way:
[1059]
Let peace reign from on high, He makes peace upon us and all of Israel,
and let us say Amen.
13.5.5.2 Guard my tongue
My G-d, guard my tongue from evil and my lips from speaking guile; and
to such as curse me let my soul be dumb, yea, let my soul be unto all as the
dust. Open my heart to thy Torah, and let my soul pursue thy commandments. If
any design evil against me, speedily make their counsel of no effect, and
frustrate their designs. Do it for the sake of thy Name, do it for the sake of
thy power, do it for the sake of thy holiness, do it for the sake of thy Torah.
In order that thy beloved ones may be delivered, O save by thy power and answer
me. Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable
before thee, O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer. He who makes peace in his high
places, may he make peace for us and for all Israel, and say ye,
Amen.
This prayer is recited at the conclusion of the Amidah and
reminds us not to mutter negative thoughts of others. Instead, we should focus
on the positive and be “dumb” to the negative so that we do not
remember the faults of others. By reciting this prayer meticulously at the end
of every Amidah, one will overcome negativity towards others.
13.5.6 Concluding Prayers
13.5.6.1 Reciting a Verse with Ones Name
This is done in order that one embeds ones own name into ones soul. There
is a teaching that the fear that a person experiences at the time of death may
cause someone to forget ones name. And G-d will ask the person in the next
world what his name was and this will help us remember.
13.5.6.2 Tahanun
The Tahanun is a prayer of supplication and confession for a soldier going
off to battle.
[1060] By
supplicating ourselves before Hashem, one strengthens his position against his
enemies. Similarly Balak sought to destroy the children of Israel by
demonstrating his zealousness in rising before dawn and saddling his donkey to
gain an upper hand with Hashem by making himself appear righteous. In truth the
children of Israel had their ancestor Avraham who was the source of this
teaching and Balak had only adopted it from the children of
Israel.
“The desire of the woman produces the soul of a female, the
desire of the man produces the soul of a
male.”
[1061] Feminine
waters before masculine draw a male soul. Masculine waters before feminine draw
a female soul. The goal of the prayer service is to elevate the feminine
waters first drawing the masculine waters in response. The main prayer that
does this is the Tahanun meaning “falling on one’s face.”
This is the quintessential feminine prayer and draws the masculine bounty of G-d
into this world.
[1062]
13.5.6.3 Alenu
Tradition holds that Joshua composed the Alenu before conquering
Jericho.
Joshua recited Alenu seven times, backward and forward, and thus broke
down the walls of Jericho. It is therefore beneficial for all things, helping
for whatever trouble may occur. (Rabbi Moshe ibn Makhir of Safed, Seder HaYom
p. 12d)[1063]
We recite Alenu while standing before the King with strength for the
unification of all creation under one G-d:
I found a manuscript relating a tradition that one should recite Alenu
with awe and reverence.... All the hosts of heaven hear it, and the Blessed
Holy One and His heavenly family rise and respond, “Happy is the one who
has all this ...” (Rabbi Moshe Mat, Mateh
Moshe)[1064]
13.5.6.4 Kaddish
We recite Kaddish in Aramaic, which is the language of Gevurah and the
Other Side. The Kaddish with its praises to G-d breaks Gevurah’s barriers
releasing mercy and kindness throughout the world.
Rabbi Yehoshua ben Levi said: If one responds, “Amen, may His
great Name be blessed” with all his might, then all decrees against him
are torn.... (Talmud, Shabbat
119b)[1065]
This [Aramaic] language is certain to subjugate the Other Side and break
its strength, elevating the glory of the Blessed Holy One. It breaks the
powerful locks, fetters, chains and all evil Husks. G-d then remembers His name
and His children. (Zohar
2:129b)[1066]
13.5.7 Bedtime
Sleep is so important to proper health that there are many blessings to
speak before going to sleep each night. The vast majority of psychosis is
merely symptoms of insufficient sleep, i.e. hallucinations, obsessions,
paranoia, etc. Amongst the prayers we recite upon the bed are the Shema, a
protection prayer of the angels that guarded the bed of Solomon, and a prayer of
forgiveness for anyone who may have offended us.
I forgive anyone who has wronged me today. (Mishnah
Brurah
239:9)[1067]
R. Nehunia b. ha-Kaneh was asked by his disciples: In virtue of what
have you reached such a good old age? He replied: Never in my life have I sought
respect through the degradation of my fellow, nor has the curse of my fellow
gone up with me upon my bed, and I have been generous with my money. ‘I
have not sought respect through the degradation of my fellow’, as
illustrated by R. Huna who once was carrying a spade on his shoulder when R.
Hana b. Hanilai wanted to take it from him, but he said to him, If you are
accustomed to carry in your own town, take it, but if not, I do not want to be
paid respect through your degradation. ‘Nor did the curse of my fellow go
up on my bed with me’. This is illustrated by Mar Zutra, who, when he
climbed into his bed said, I forgive all who have vexed me. ‘I have
been generous with my money’, as a Master has said, ‘Job was
generous with his money; he used to leave with the shopkeeper a perutah of his
change’. (Talmud Megilah 28a)
13.6 Requests
13.6.1 Bypassing Obstacles
13.6.2 Calling out to God
“In the way that a man wants to go he is led”. Tractate Makkos
teaches that G-d commanded Baalim not to leave with Balak’s messengers to
go and curse the Jews. However Baalim wanted to go so G-d said,
“Go”.
[1068]When
we ask G-d what to do, G-d tells us his truth, but if has vshalom, we refuse to
listen then G-d tells us what we want to hear and this becomes the word of G-d.
In the first approach, our prayers and longings manifest white angels and in the
second approach, has vshalom, our prayers manifest dark angels.
13.6.3 “Amongst
the Grasses”
Isaac went out to pray amongst the grasses
Rabbi Nachman teaches that G-d wants us to defeat Him with our prayers.
One way to do this is to increase our numbers, to pray with the grasses.
Another is to be ‘happy’. When we are happy G-d is more
benevolent. Everything in nature has its own prayer to G-d. Goats pray with
their rock climbing. Flying birds pray with their dance in the wind. Ground
birds pray with their walking dance.
The trees pray with the wind blowing through their
leaves.
[1069] Rocks pray in
silence. One may descend to the river and hear its babbling prayers. One may
watch the dance of fires in their offering to G-d. We can walk in the woods
and pray with the wrestling leaves. We may stand amongst the rocks and pray in
their silence. We may go down to the river and contemplate our life in the
babbling. We may watch the flames and elevate our eyes to the starry night of
G-d’s infinitude.
Table 13-5:
Elements of Prayer
|
World
|
Prayer
|
Element
|
Form of Prayer in Nature
|
|
Atzulut
|
|
Rocks
|
Silence
|
|
Beriyah
|
|
River
|
Babbling brooks
|
|
Yetzirah
|
|
Trees
|
Wind blowing through leaves
|
|
Asiyah
|
|
Fire
|
Dancing of flames or the starry night.
|
When Isaac went into the field to pray, he went to pray amongst the
grasses, which also pray to the Blessed Holy One – Hakodesh Baruch. Every
element of nature prays to G-d in its own special way.
13.6.4 Morning Prayer Answers
One can ask Hashem questions while praying. Yet one may ask, “How
can I bother Hashem with small questions?” A Breslov Rabbi responded,
“You are not bothering him; he wants to be bothered. Tell Him all your
smallest
concerns.”
[1070]
Meditation 13-2: Prayer Q&A
Here are some answers to some peculiar
questions.[1071] Each of
us may ask G-d for answers to any question.
- Prayer for guidance on Shabbas observance revealed that Shabbas is the
time of the Shechinah descending into our world. It is not a time to be alone.
I saw two pigeons eating near each other from the window. Shabbas is a time for
an elegant meal to make and delight the Shabbas Queen and the lady of the
home.
- The mitzvah of tefillin should be done even if one doesn’t have
time to recite all of the morning prayers, even if none are said; it is still a
mitzvah of value to be done.
- A metal covered siddur should be kept by the bedside. Modeh [I thank
...] should be recited upon arising in the morning.
- Forbidden scoffing includes if you disparage someone’s actions even
without intending to offend the person herself. Causes of scoffing: You think
that your opinion is superior to others.
- The Shema should be recited three times a day; reciting the first line,
even alone fulfills the mitzvah.
- Sleep with water close to one’s bed in order to perform
n’tilats yadayim [the washing of the hands] upon awaking.
- showing discontent for a decision that will help others. Be positive and
of cheerful countenance.
13.7 Shechinah
The Maggid of Mezritch, Rabbi Dov Ber, teaches that one should pray for the
need of the Shechinah, the feminine divine presence over one’s personal
needs.
[1072],[1073]
Text
13-16: Praying for the Shechinah
One should not pray concerning one’s own needs, but one must
always pray for the blessed Shechinah, that She be redeemed from Her exile.
Thus all prayer must “be mercy and supplication,” meaning that one
must always supplicate the Lord for the sake of the Shechinah, who is called
“Space,” Makom, as it is well known. Thus the Zohar calls those who
pray for themselves, and not for the sake of the Shechinah, by the name of
“dogs with harsh souls.” For they are ever screaming, “Give
me, give me.” And this is the intention of the sentence “One thing
have I asked from the Lord, only Her [female form of ‘this’ from
Hebrew Otah] do I seek.” In other words, for the sake of the Shechinah do
I seek this and so I pray before Thee—to correct the injury that has been
done through sin.
Praying for the restoration of the Shechinah is a tikkun for marriage (see
13.2.2). There is a great mystery here.
Why is the Shechinah in exile? Why is the King disappointed with her? Why is
she hurt? Why are her feelings hurt? How can this loss be restored? The
secret to the mystery is multifold. While the King desires the divine presence
to manifest in Torah rich Judaism—nurturing, children, and animals move
Her as well. The source of the separation is perfection. The more we seek
perfection the further the Shechinah goes into exile. When we realize all
people are imperfect including ourselves, how can we continue to be angry at
each other? How can the King continue to be angry with the Shechinah?
Furthermore how can the Shechinah continue not to understand the King? We are
all the Shechinah and we are lost from the King. God recognizes our
imperfections and still accepts us back.
13.8 Kabbalat
Shabbat Service
The kabbalists of Tzfat instituted the service during the 16th
century when they would go out into the fields with song to welcome the Sabbath.
1. O come, let us sing to the Lord; let us make a joyful noise to the
rock of our salvation.
2. Let us come before his presence with thanksgiving, and make a joyful
noise to him with psalms.
3. For the Lord is a great God, and a great King above all
gods.
4. In his hand are the deep places of the earth; the heights of the
mountains are also his.
5. The sea is his, and he made it; and his hands formed the dry
land.
6. O come, let us worship and bow down; let us kneel before the Lord our
maker.
7. For he is our God; and we are the people of his pasture, and the
sheep of his hand. Even today, if you will only listen to his
voice!
8. Do not harden your hearts, like you did at Meribah, and like you did
in the day of Massah in the wilderness;
9. When your fathers tempted me, and tested me, even though they had
seen my deeds.
*10. For forty years I loathed that generation, and said, They are a
people who err in their heart, and they do not know my ways.
11. Therefore I swore in my wrath that they should not enter into my
rest.In the first psalm of the service, versus 10-11, recount our
history from when we were out of favor with the
Lord.
[1074] In a similar way
when we begin to pray we start from a similar position. This is the Jewish way
of beginnings. When Jews celebrate Rosh Hashanah, this is a time for reflection
and repentance not rejoicing. Similarly, the beginnings of holidays are often
preceded by a fast day or period of repentance as in the Counting of the Omer
before Shavuot of the Fast of Ester before Purim. We do not brazenly enter the
house of prayer esteeming our virtues, but instead enter modestly with a sense
of worthlessness.
After a
difficult period in history Israel entered a favored state and we sing a new
song on Shabbat:
1. O sing to the Lord a new song; sing to the Lord, all the
earth.
2. Sing to the Lord, bless his name; announce his salvation from day to
day.
3. Declare his glory among the nations, his wonders among all the
peoples.
4. For the Lord is great, and greatly to be praised; he is to be feared
above all gods.
5. For all the gods of the nations are idols; but the Lord made the
heavens.
6. Honor and majesty are before him; strength and beauty are in his
sanctuary.
7. Ascribe to the Lord, O families of the people, ascribe to the Lord
glory and strength.
8. Ascribe to the Lord the glory due to his name; bring an offering, and
come into his courts.
9. O worship the Lord in the beauty of holiness; tremble before him, all
the earth.
10. Say among the nations that the Lord reigns; the world also is
established so that it shall not be moved; he shall judge the people with
equity.
11. Let the heavens rejoice, and let the earth be glad; let the sea
roar, and all that is in it.
12. Let the field be joyful, and everything in it; then shall all the
trees of the wood sing for joy.
13. Before the Lord; for he comes, for he comes to judge the earth; he
shall judge the world with righteousness, and the peoples with his
faithfulness.
13.9 Short
Service
Often, reciting the entire morning service is too much for most of us to
handle. There are various abbreviated paths set by our elders when time is
short. Nevertheless, today the prayer service is also a learning path. Let
Hashem guide you to the prayers you need to emphasize at this point in your
life. A few examples are included here:
13.9.1 Short Prayer Service
The morning service is lengthy to insure that each person find at least one
prayer that is a source of inspiration. Part of the strength of a minyan is
that each individual supports the group during his inspirational prayer. Siddur
means order and while one may not necessarily say every prayer completely he
should aim to follow their order. If one is short in time Hashem will reveal
the prayers one needs to recite through the divination of turning pages. Here
is an example
service:
[1075],[1076]
Text
13-19: Example Service
- Put on morning Tefillin and Tallis
- The preliminary service Shema – p. 12
- Recite the ‘What Preciousness is Your Kindness’ prayer which
is normally said after putting on the Tallis – p. 21
- Recite Psalm 100, ‘A Thankful Song which Rises to the Lord of all
the Land’ – p. 28
- Recite the Yishtabach – p. 60
- Blessings before the Shema – p. 64
- Shema
- Blessing after Shema for the Redeemer of Israel – p. 74
- Amidah
- Alenu – p. 134
- Psalm of the Day – p. 137
- The Thirteen Articles of Faith (last 4) – p. 153
- I believe, with a perfect faith, that the Creator, blessed be his name,
takes cognizance of all the deeds of human kind, as well as of their thoughts;
as it is said: He who fashioned all their hearts , understands all their
actions
- I believe, with a perfect faith, that the Creator, blessed be his name,
recompenses those who observe his commandments, whilst he punishes those who
transgress them.
- I believe, with a perfect faith, in the coming of the Messiah, and though
he tarry, I will daily await his appearance.
- I believe, with a perfect faith, that there will be a resurrection of the
dead, when such shall be willed by the Creator, blessed be his name, and exalted
his memorial for ever and to all eternity.
13.10 Group
Praying in a group strengthens ones prayers. Praying with a congregation
–
rwbyxb enables ones prayers to slide into
heaven. The gematria of tzibor –
rwbx is 298
and this is the same as the gematria for mercy -
\ymjr.
[1077]
Tzibor stands for tzaddikim – righteous ones, ben amim – average
people, and rashanim – wicked people. When one prayers in a congregation
of all types of Jews, prayer is particularly effective releasing Hashem’s
mercy upon everyone.
13.11 Poems
Praying with poetry is concise and moving. Here are a few
samples:
[1078]
Text
13-20: LORD OF THE UNIVERSE
Lord of the universe, who reigned
Ere earth
and heaven's fashioning,
When to create the world he
deigned,
Then was his name proclaimèd King.
And
at the end of days shall he,
The Dreaded One, still reign
alone,
Who was, who is, and still will be
Unchanged upon his
glorious throne.
And he is one, his powers
transcend,
Supreme, unfathomed, depth and height,
Without
beginning, without end,
His are dominion, power, and
might.
My God and my Redeemer he,
My rock in sorrow's
darkest day,
A help and refuge unto me,
My cup's full
portion, when I pray.
My soul into his hand divine
Do I
commend; I will not fear,
My body with it I resign,
I dread
no evil; God is near.
Here is a short 7/27/2005.
In the mountains, evergreen trees
Snow below
me, fallen leaves
Yet, my hope does ever rise
To the light
blue shining sky
Wisps of clouds, forgotten dreams
Light
cool breeze, and deep cool springs
So our hope is rooted below,
Upon the earth below the snow
13.12 Song
A person who prays in a Bet Knesset benefits from song as it is said,
“Hakodesh Baruch Hu hears in a place of song and
prayer”.
[1079] Song is a
beautiful way to present a pray to the Holy one. Rashi comments that the
harmony raises prayer to God. To pray together is often done with song. One
can sing alone, but better yet, one can enlist the plants, animals, and even
rocks around as part of ones choir.
Recording songs and poems helps
manifest ideas to improve oneself and the world.
If you want to be
free,Open your heart to what you
need[1080]
Like calls to like and G-d sends the rain
right down,G-d sends the rain pouring
down.Rain on me, good rain on all my friends
right now,Like calls to like and rain pours
down[1081]Song
Hopes of Tomorrow:
You can dream, you can dream of
life’s greatest things, and these are the hopes of
tomorrow.
To see the point lights in the midst
of the night is to glimpse the truth of the
morrow.
To travel this world, on roads just
unfurled is to live our hope of the morrow.
To
see the beauty of the one that you love is good for the soul and brings grace to
this world
and hope in the future of our lives,
so take someone and make h/er/im your life, have children or travel the
world.
Learn the Torah, reveal the sweet words
of life, practicing them is even sweeter.
In all
this great world, with his glory unveiled, is to bask in the thoughts of
tomorrow.
13.13 Women’s
Psalms
Writing ones own psalms is possible with inspiration. Below are a
collection of psalms written by Samantha Grier MSW, and founding executive of
“Caring for Children” San Francisco, CA. Samantha’s inspired
writing could be canonized. Her masterful way of seeing God in nature,
attaching to God, and expressing a longing for God, reveals her spiritual
genius.
[1082]
13.13.1 PSALM I
God is the sunshine of my life
the weather matters
not
The day is always sunny
when we hold God in our heart
The
storms of life are many
We can struggle if we please
But with
acceptance
troubles fall away like autumn leaves
Our lesson is to know
God’s love
is with us all our days
although obscured it is truly
there
to guide us through our daze
We need to see more clearly
what
is in our hearts and know
what matters is not the tests or lessons
but our
courage, and willingness to grow
13.13.2 PSALM II
I see God in the sunshine
I see god in the rain
I feel
God when I’m happy
I feel God in my pain
It’s clear that
God does love me
and naught is good or bad
but rather lessons for my
soul
and not to make me sad
So sleep is sweet no matter what
the
day may have been
for when we live with open heart
there’s no way
that we can sin
13.13.3 PSALM III
God is my protector and
God is my friend
my shepherd
and provider
His bounty has no end
God is my Father
and God is my
peer
my lover and my playmate
with God there is no fear
Although
the meaning is obscure
my life is God’s to mold
for what may seem
like mud to me
God can turn to gold
We can never know God’s plan
for us
It’s only ours to trust
to seek the truth and
hold the
faith
And when the veil lifts
revealing our purpose and our
destiny
We will finally understand and accept
God’s ultimate
mystery
13.13.4 PSALM IV
Oh Lord lead me to the light
let your love illumine my
path
guide me with your loving ways
Sustain me when I fall
Oh lord
please lead me forth from
this barren plain of failed desires
free me from
attachment to all but you for
I long for your tender touch
your gentle
guidance
Thou art my rock and
my redeemer and the
restorer of my
soul
your presence comforts and sustains me
your light shall lead the
way
13.13.5 PSALM V
Lord, you are my source and my salvation
your love
surrounds me when awake
and covers me when asleep
Your glory is in all
things
large and small
insignificant moments and
chance encounters that
are not so after all
Your profundity invites my soul
to taste the
depth of your essence.
Please Lord, bless me and all my enterprises,
my
goings and my comings
and all the affairs of my heart
13.13.6 PSALM VI
God of my fathers and my mothers
hold me in Your holy
hand
surround me with your goodness
protected by your love
Although
I am but a speck of dust
a spot of earth’s horizon
a flower that
fades, a dew drop that falls
I have a soul and a purpose in this
world
May your light illumine the corners of my life
so that I may
clearly see and gladly do
all that thou hast created me for
My soul
submits to
Your wisdom and Your will
and welcomes Your sheltering
presence
13.13.7 PSALM VII
Of God of all Creation, I surrender
to your wisdom and
magnificence
Thy will be done
In vain I ponder Your divine plan
I
sacrifice my ego to serve you
show me the way to
open my heart and my
eyes
Welcome me into Thy dwelling by night
and Thy arms by day
know
that I am devoted to Your will
I surrender all to follow the path that
Thou
has laid out before me
Thy power and the glory fill the
universe
and show me the way to come home
13.13.8 PSALM VIII
Oh Lord of nature’s beautiful bounty
I view your
marvelous creation with awe but
allow petty distractions to consume my piety
so
I see not that the bush burns unconsumed
Your wonders surround
me
every moment of every day;
If I would but lift up my head
I would
see your Glory
Still my frantic heart with peace,
slow my hurried pace
so that I can see that
wondrous treasures lie all around
and all my
heart’s desires
are fulfilled
13.13.9 PSALM IX
The violence all around us
profoundly shakes our
calm;
Could it be our inner turbulence
that badly needs the
balm?
For this world of lessons
and games for us to play
teaches us
that peace comes with forgiving
and loving whatever comes our way
Our
true home is God’s Kingdom
We never can get lost
our souls are in
his keeping
there never is a cost
13.13.10 PSALM X
Sometimes in the darkness
when life seems hard and
bleak
the path unclear
the way obscure
God’s voice begins to
speak
You can hear His words by listening
to the quiet deep
inside
It tells you all you need to know
and helps you loosen
pride
Love is the salve that heals our wounds
calms our fears
and
makes us strong
to fight the doubts and frights
and gives us courage
to
bring them to the light
13.13.11 PSALM XI
Sometimes I’m lonely
Sometimes I’m
sad
Sometimes I’m angry and feel very bad
These moments of
blindness are closing my eyes
to God’s loving presence and all that I
prize
I try to remember that what I now feel
isn’t what’s
true and isn’t what’s real
The truth is God’s glory,
his light and his love
and knowing I am protected by heaven above
13.13.12 PSALM XII
Sometimes in the shadows
When I’m down and feeling
blue
divine light manifests to help me see anew
there are no skies of
grey
only passing clouds
that cover bright and sunny days
So when
illusions cover truth wit
cloudy thoughts of doom
remember all the good
thoughts
that would fill our mind
if only there were room
13.13.13 PSALM XIII
When I sit and watch the sea,
I note the ebb and
flow,
I see the moon move slowly and
glistening stars peeking out at
me
Then morning sun bursts through the sky
Like a baby being born
a
new day’s promise
accompanies the coming of the dawn
In any
moment each of us can be born anew
and manifest our heart’s
desire
If we accept God’s purification
and baptism by
fire
Our souls direct us
we cannot fail
with faith, hope and
clarity we can all
prevail
Nature moves us forward
We can always
reach our goal
If we hold fast to God’s gift
and thank him for our
soul
13.13.14 PSALM XIV
Blessed with inner vision
We no longer need be
blind
nor miss the abundance of God’s gifts in
all the sparkling
beauty that abounds
To smell a flower, watch a bird,
hug a child is to
honor
God’s gifts
His will be done
13.13.15 PSALM XV
We find God in the strangest places
with friends,
strangers and smiling faces
in hearts that are open and arms welcoming
wide
love creeps in bearing treasures that nest deep inside
Lovers,
honor each other,
be noble and true
be faithful and honest
and create
joy anew
For we are all siblings,
children of God’s
light
resting on our mother’s breast
nurtured with
delight
Our family is forever,
We never have to mourn
for nothing
is ever lost
it only changes form
If we love without
attachment,
offering integrity and hearts that care
Our gifts will be
community
with compassion always will be there
13.13.16 PSALM XVI
We often overlook the simple things
bearing hidden gifts
galore
If only we recognized these treasures
We would never ask for
more
We know not what we really want
moving blindly through our
lives
like mindless bobbing reeds
Yet we can reclaim our
riches,
when we look down deep inside
and see the peace and love
where
all God’s gifts reside
13.13.17 PSALM XVII
We know God in the sunshine
in the glories of our
lives
but also in the shadows
and the sorrows of our mind
We
overcome with love and faith
Knowing the light will lead the way;
Even
though the path is steep,
and many obstacles slow us down each day
But
with each new step we build new strength
until we can honestly say
Thank
You God for all your gifts
It was the challenges that taught me how to
pray
13.13.18 PSALM XVIII
Fill your heart with love
Open your arms to the
Lord
Know that s/he is there for you
at all times and in all ways
you
only need to be ready to receive
Know you are loved and
cherished,
supported, guided, and protected,
Remember that you are led
to the right place
at every moment in time
even the difficulties,
challenges, losses, obstacles
bear their gifts
So open your eyes
wide
See that all is love and light
and peace in our hearts
These are
God’s gifts to us,
To carry in our hearts,
So we can transform the
world
[1017] Midrash Rabbah
Deuteronomy 8:1, Soncino addition, pp.
147-148.
[1018] World of
Prayer, Elie Munk, Vol. 1, page
129.
[1019] Introduced in
Berachos 59 of the
Talmud.
[1020] Pesachim
117a
[1021] Rabbi
Nachman
’s Tikkun, Avraham Greenbaum, ch. 5, pp.
44-53.
[1022] The “Ten
Types of Song” do not necessarily correspond to the psalm numbers in the
rows.
[1023] San Francisco
Jewish Bulletin, “Women seeking basherit? Prayer, mitzvoth might
help”, 6/28/1996
issue.
[1024] The Other Wind,
Ursula Le Guin, page 174. Dragonfly, Ursula Le Guin p. 355 in Legends edited by
Robert Silverberg for other interesting quotes on women by a
woman.
[1025] Zohar Shemot
2:94a
[1026] see
Amidah – Atzilut – World adjacent
to G-d[1027] Soncino
Zohar, Vayikra, Section 3,
12b-13a
[1028] Exodus
12:29
[1029] “This was
the Editor of the Mishnah, R. Judah, the Prince.”—Soncino Midrash
Rabbah Exodus
[1030]
Tehillim, Avraham Davis,
pp.213-214
[1031] Tehillim,
Avraham Davis, p.115
[1032]
Email from Steven Jay Spiegel,
2/11/1998.
[1033] Zohar Raya
Mehemna (notes), 43A-B
[1034]
Rabbi Nachman
of Breslov is at the level of Av in this
supernal world.
[1035] The
hidden saint is Dan Black who lives in Salt Lake City.
[1036] Soncino Zohar,
Shemoth, Section 2,
237b-238a
[1037]
L’havdil, Halloween precedes Christmas in American society with echoes of
multiple deity worship and paganism.
[1038] This does not
preclude that the teachings were recorded years later by Moshe de
Lion.
[1039] http://www.tekhelet.com/pub.htm
[1040] http://israelvisit.co.il/beged-ivri/techelet/HiddenBlue.htm
[1041] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Indigo
[1042] Yalkut Me’am
Lo’ez Genesis I, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, pp.
172-173.
[1043] Metsudah
Kitzur Shulchan Aruch, 12:2,
p.134.
[1044] A Call to the
Infinite, Aryeh Kaplan, pp.
65-66.
[1045] Meam Loez, The
Torah Anthology, Rabbi Yaacov Culi, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, page
19.
[1046] Call to the
Infinite, Kaplan trans. Shaarei Orah 1, Maznaim press,
p.67
[1047] Lamentations
3:44
[1048] The morning
service is Shachris. The afternoon service is
Mincha.
[1049] The Amidah is
the quintessential prayer and is referred to as
Tefillah.
[1050] Berachos 4b.
[1051] Likutey Moharan
#36:3, Vol. 5, page
153
[1052] Ibid, page
155.
[1053] Ashrei, Moshe
Goldberger et. al., Staten Island Yeshiva, page
4.
[1054] See the also the 72
Letter Name
[1055] Likutey
Moharan #216, Vol. 11, page
101
[1056] Spies, heretics,
or atheists during the time of Rabbi
Nachman
[1057] This lesson
also applies to Jewish women that they should seek out and cling to a Jewish
husband for the same
reasons.
[1058] This lesson
also applies to Jewish men that they should seek out and cling to a Jewish wife
for the same reasons.
[1059]
Tracee Rosen presented this idea based on her Talmud studies of
Berachot.
[1060] Rabbi
Feinberg, Ahavas Torah, San Jose,
CA.
[1061] Likutey Moharan
#31:14 Vol. IV, page. 387 quoted from the Zohar I,
85b.
[1062] Ibid. page
391.
[1063] A Call to the
Infinite, Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan, page
76.
[1064] Ibid. Aryeh Kaplan
quotes this from Eliahu Rabbah 132:3, Beer Hetiv
132:3.